Too explicit

There are times when you start to think

that maybe you did all wrong..

I know that I had a lot of choices before

to be what I am now

but as me and as everyone,

we use to say that we hadn't

a lot of choices before.

Everyone has a diary or a note on the cellphone or a blog,

where we write our feelings and thoughts.

Sometimes we are OA or too open to say

everything and every person that hurt us,

without thinking that we are making

our private business as a public issues.

Feelings are too strong to bear

inside, and some how we try

to hide them but sometimes

they are so painful that we have

to express them explicitly..

My past everyday

Slowly I was losing hope

but you tend a hand to me.

My heart felt much better

and gently I started to smile..

..again..

What a nice tall boy!

They said but for me

you weren't that boy

that they described

You were more than that!

I didn't ever expect

to have really care for you.

For you I started to smile

and I wont ever forget

That day..

Almost a year

It's a half to midnight.

There is a gentle breeze outside

and I'm watching the moon.

It's so magical and faraway

as your presence.

The clouds surround the moon

and create a nice painting

as my memories of you.

The white circle moon has

a lot of holes and hills

as the moments

we spent together.

Suddenly the clouds

cover the moon

as your last smile

that i've seen from you.

My eyes..

how could you love me

if you never loved me?

I had to know it before but my eyes didn't want to see the truth..

I waited..but you walked away..

If I had opened my eyes

this would have not happened..