Those words

Just wanna throw away

and let it all go,

but deep inside I know

that is not me.

It's hard to find

someone to lean on,

someone to talk

without hiding particulars

feeling prisoner

of your own feelings.

Want to be hold all the time

and don't be afraid of after.

There will be always

an other day to try but

where can I find the strength

to use everytime I need?

I wanna hear those words:

"I'm proud of you"

Emptiness

I wanna understand
this emptiness I'm feeling.
The world is too loud
I wanna be alone
just me and my instinct
maybe somehow
I will see through
this unconscious feeling.
No more words
I wanna hear
just the gentle silence
like the fresh wind of spring

that sensation of freedom
that I'll never be able to reach,
it's unconditionally comfortable
but once it stops

it seems to fall in an infinite hole
and I start to dream again and again.
But this emptiness won't disappear
and answers there's no one..