This is it?

I have a Dream but I'm not sure

if I will be able to make it..

I know each of us have to

work hard for what we want to become,

and never think to reach it

easily.

We are always in front of challenges,

long the way and in our mind.

We have to distinguish what it's

the best for us and for our future,

and never look back even if

we are losing someone

very special.

Things happen for a reason why.

We will definitely make it.

Remember to choose the right friends

to have on your travel. 

You can make it:) 

Too explicit

There are times when you start to think

that maybe you did all wrong..

I know that I had a lot of choices before

to be what I am now

but as me and as everyone,

we use to say that we hadn't

a lot of choices before.

Everyone has a diary or a note on the cellphone or a blog,

where we write our feelings and thoughts.

Sometimes we are OA or too open to say

everything and every person that hurt us,

without thinking that we are making

our private business as a public issues.

Feelings are too strong to bear

inside, and some how we try

to hide them but sometimes

they are so painful that we have

to express them explicitly..

My past everyday

Slowly I was losing hope

but you tend a hand to me.

My heart felt much better

and gently I started to smile..

..again..

What a nice tall boy!

They said but for me

you weren't that boy

that they described

You were more than that!

I didn't ever expect

to have really care for you.

For you I started to smile

and I wont ever forget

That day..

Almost a year

It's a half to midnight.

There is a gentle breeze outside

and I'm watching the moon.

It's so magical and faraway

as your presence.

The clouds surround the moon

and create a nice painting

as my memories of you.

The white circle moon has

a lot of holes and hills

as the moments

we spent together.

Suddenly the clouds

cover the moon

as your last smile

that i've seen from you.

My eyes..

how could you love me

if you never loved me?

I had to know it before but my eyes didn't want to see the truth..

I waited..but you walked away..

If I had opened my eyes

this would have not happened..

Hi

"Hi"

That's the awkward txt
I ever received from you.
How could you expect
that I would have been the same
After what you did?
Don't ask
You know already the answer

[no respond]

Without

Don't expect that there will be
always someone next to you
Try to be independent
'cos there will be a day
that all of your friends
will be busy
Try to be strong enough
to do the possible you can
Nothing is impossible
if you try.

She says..

You never told me
that you were still crying for her
I knew that you were sad
but you never told me that was for her
If I have known that before I would have helped you..
You know that I love you even if I never say it..

My heart beat as well

We caught our eyes suddenly
But nothing happened
Your friend thought that we were flirting
That was weird thought
We hadn't even known each other..
I was so nervous 'cos I was alone
In that place but you had sat next to me
And you were wet again
and I had given you my tissue..
And that was the start of everything..

Breath away

I had told you that I loved you
It was true but I had denied you everything
We saw each other after that confession
I couldn't believe that for 5 seconds
You took my breath away..
You hadn't notice it but I was literally with no air..

Ice Cream

Try to hide what you feel in front of me,
I know you, too much.
I can recognize every step you take.
You were and are still my everything.
You will never be alone and sure
that I'm not thinking of you..

Do you see me?

It's sunny outside
and I'm thinking of
what we used to be..
We used to laugh a lot,
txt every night,
be worry about the other one..
But where are those cares now?

You left and every time you kiss my cheeck
I feel butterflies in my stomach
and wet on my face..

It's my time to let you go..

YOU

How can you stare at me
that long?
Your smile is the best thing
I ever wish on your face
Can we hang out tonight
and cook chicken adobo?
I can wipe away
your sweat at the end of the game
Just please can you sing with me again?

Hey!

Hey B how are you?
it's been a long time..
the last time we saw and we talked each other
was that 11.16.12..
REMEMBER?
Yeah it's true you have taken advantage of me
But even what had happened, you did a lot for my happiness..
Now I just wanna hold you and thank you..
I want back to what we were before..
We weren't a couple but friends..
I miss those moments..
we talked a lot and you were too ironic
and stupid but I liked you as you were..
Your caress..I'm thinking about you..
Tomorrow it's 3.3.13 our "anniversary"..
Do you remember the 3.3.12?
Our first "date"..
I miss you B..
a lot..
my dear friend..

Jealousy

What is jealousy?
For a long time I've been thinking for the meaning.
I've never been jealous or at least not for a guy or girl actually it was only for food, so seriously I've never been jealous..

But I don't know One of these last days I've felt jealous and it was wooo haha xD
I know I seem strange but really I've never been jealous, my parents too said it :)

My doubt

When you realize that you have everything you want to have, you feel blessed and thankful but you don't know why and how when you suddenly feel scared..
Scared to lose everything..One day..
To lose what makes you happy..
That feeling that you don't know how to get out..but me, I believe that nothing will go away from us if we still protect and love them..

When you hold my hand

I love the way
you look at me
the way you ask me
if I'm ok
the way you smile
to the world
the way you make
me feel protected
the way you give everything
to realize your dream
the way you never
be tired doing
what you're doing
and especially
I love the way
You hold my hand..

Blame

She will never be perfect,
she admit it but
she knows also how to say
sorry when it's her fault,
she will never point
her finger to someone
with no reason why.
She's quiet and true
with everyone..
But sometimes it's easier to blame someone else instead of ourselves.

I'm just..

It's funny when you think

that everything is ok

when actually it's not..

If someday someone asked me

a help I would help him/her

but if he/she didn't do the same to me,

The next time that he/she will ask me

a favor I answer him/her:

"I'm just giving you back a favor"

I'm generous I know but

but don't take advantage of me

'cos you don't know how I get angry..