Habit

When time passes unconsciously is obvious that people change. Personally you do not notice it so you blame others.

It hurts when you realize that what you were used to do before now it hasn't the same reaction or participation of before.

I'm upset not with others but with myself. Even if I know that it's not like before I'm still doing the same thing, as the cicada which continues to play despite the change of season, and then I end in tears in the middle of the night.