Emptiness

I wanna understand
this emptiness I'm feeling.
The world is too loud
I wanna be alone
just me and my instinct
maybe somehow
I will see through
this unconscious feeling.
No more words
I wanna hear
just the gentle silence
like the fresh wind of spring

that sensation of freedom
that I'll never be able to reach,
it's unconditionally comfortable
but once it stops

it seems to fall in an infinite hole
and I start to dream again and again.
But this emptiness won't disappear
and answers there's no one..

She says..

You never told me
that you were still crying for her
I knew that you were sad
but you never told me that was for her
If I have known that before I would have helped you..
You know that I love you even if I never say it..

My heart beat as well

We caught our eyes suddenly
But nothing happened
Your friend thought that we were flirting
That was weird thought
We hadn't even known each other..
I was so nervous 'cos I was alone
In that place but you had sat next to me
And you were wet again
and I had given you my tissue..
And that was the start of everything..

Do you see me?

It's sunny outside
and I'm thinking of
what we used to be..
We used to laugh a lot,
txt every night,
be worry about the other one..
But where are those cares now?

You left and every time you kiss my cheeck
I feel butterflies in my stomach
and wet on my face..

It's my time to let you go..

Hey!

Hey B how are you?
it's been a long time..
the last time we saw and we talked each other
was that 11.16.12..
REMEMBER?
Yeah it's true you have taken advantage of me
But even what had happened, you did a lot for my happiness..
Now I just wanna hold you and thank you..
I want back to what we were before..
We weren't a couple but friends..
I miss those moments..
we talked a lot and you were too ironic
and stupid but I liked you as you were..
Your caress..I'm thinking about you..
Tomorrow it's 3.3.13 our "anniversary"..
Do you remember the 3.3.12?
Our first "date"..
I miss you B..
a lot..
my dear friend..