Resist you

How could i resist you

Whatever you do it's awesome

In my eyes you're everything

I may sound pathetic

but just holding your hand

I feel much better

I want to be understood

Since I was in high school I was called "the mature one", it was a pleasure and sometimes it was something to be proud.

When I grew up I tried to find someone like me or someone to share with this maturity. Maybe I found it but unreasonably I couldn't chat with that person so I tried to find someone else.

I'm still searching..

I want to find him/her as soon as possible because I'm tired of being always understanding. I want to be understood too!

Habit

When time passes unconsciously is obvious that people change. Personally you do not notice it so you blame others.

It hurts when you realize that what you were used to do before now it hasn't the same reaction or participation of before.

I'm upset not with others but with myself. Even if I know that it's not like before I'm still doing the same thing, as the cicada which continues to play despite the change of season, and then I end in tears in the middle of the night.

This is it?

I have a Dream but I'm not sure

if I will be able to make it..

I know each of us have to

work hard for what we want to become,

and never think to reach it

easily.

We are always in front of challenges,

long the way and in our mind.

We have to distinguish what it's

the best for us and for our future,

and never look back even if

we are losing someone

very special.

Things happen for a reason why.

We will definitely make it.

Remember to choose the right friends

to have on your travel. 

You can make it:) 

Too explicit

There are times when you start to think

that maybe you did all wrong..

I know that I had a lot of choices before

to be what I am now

but as me and as everyone,

we use to say that we hadn't

a lot of choices before.

Everyone has a diary or a note on the cellphone or a blog,

where we write our feelings and thoughts.

Sometimes we are OA or too open to say

everything and every person that hurt us,

without thinking that we are making

our private business as a public issues.

Feelings are too strong to bear

inside, and some how we try

to hide them but sometimes

they are so painful that we have

to express them explicitly..

My past everyday

Slowly I was losing hope

but you tend a hand to me.

My heart felt much better

and gently I started to smile..

..again..

What a nice tall boy!

They said but for me

you weren't that boy

that they described

You were more than that!

I didn't ever expect

to have really care for you.

For you I started to smile

and I wont ever forget

That day..

Almost a year

It's a half to midnight.

There is a gentle breeze outside

and I'm watching the moon.

It's so magical and faraway

as your presence.

The clouds surround the moon

and create a nice painting

as my memories of you.

The white circle moon has

a lot of holes and hills

as the moments

we spent together.

Suddenly the clouds

cover the moon

as your last smile

that i've seen from you.