Good friend 🚫 Girlfriend

Date 27th

Take note!

"Being a good friend 

doesn't make you

a good girlfriend"

And there are those time when..

Me: I'm an observant!

Him: No you're not.

Me: Yes and more than you.

Him: No because..

Hearing those words

and looking at those wet eyes..

I felt shaken inside, like a trumpet playing close to your ear that gives you an instant heart attack and after a momentary deafness..

"You don't know what's happening to me, you can't see what I need, you can't understand why I give you those cuddles..I have my needs too"

I didn't realize that you were broken inside and you needed me..I thought you were fine..I thought you were just bc studying..but I was wrong..I took care of everything..of everyone but not of you..

I just realize how I was concentrated to help everyone but I forgot to love you..You, the most important thing of my daily life..How much pain have you felt..

Resist you

How could i resist you

Whatever you do it's awesome

In my eyes you're everything

I may sound pathetic

but just holding your hand

I feel much better

She says..

You never told me
that you were still crying for her
I knew that you were sad
but you never told me that was for her
If I have known that before I would have helped you..
You know that I love you even if I never say it..

My heart beat as well

We caught our eyes suddenly
But nothing happened
Your friend thought that we were flirting
That was weird thought
We hadn't even known each other..
I was so nervous 'cos I was alone
In that place but you had sat next to me
And you were wet again
and I had given you my tissue..
And that was the start of everything..

Do you see me?

It's sunny outside
and I'm thinking of
what we used to be..
We used to laugh a lot,
txt every night,
be worry about the other one..
But where are those cares now?

You left and every time you kiss my cheeck
I feel butterflies in my stomach
and wet on my face..

It's my time to let you go..

When you hold my hand

I love the way
you look at me
the way you ask me
if I'm ok
the way you smile
to the world
the way you make
me feel protected
the way you give everything
to realize your dream
the way you never
be tired doing
what you're doing
and especially
I love the way
You hold my hand..