Good friend 🚫 Girlfriend

Date 27th

Take note!

"Being a good friend 

doesn't make you

a good girlfriend"

And there are those time when..

Me: I'm an observant!

Him: No you're not.

Me: Yes and more than you.

Him: No because..

Hearing those words

and looking at those wet eyes..

I felt shaken inside, like a trumpet playing close to your ear that gives you an instant heart attack and after a momentary deafness..

"You don't know what's happening to me, you can't see what I need, you can't understand why I give you those cuddles..I have my needs too"

I didn't realize that you were broken inside and you needed me..I thought you were fine..I thought you were just bc studying..but I was wrong..I took care of everything..of everyone but not of you..

I just realize how I was concentrated to help everyone but I forgot to love you..You, the most important thing of my daily life..How much pain have you felt..

Hey!

Hey B how are you?
it's been a long time..
the last time we saw and we talked each other
was that 11.16.12..
REMEMBER?
Yeah it's true you have taken advantage of me
But even what had happened, you did a lot for my happiness..
Now I just wanna hold you and thank you..
I want back to what we were before..
We weren't a couple but friends..
I miss those moments..
we talked a lot and you were too ironic
and stupid but I liked you as you were..
Your caress..I'm thinking about you..
Tomorrow it's 3.3.13 our "anniversary"..
Do you remember the 3.3.12?
Our first "date"..
I miss you B..
a lot..
my dear friend..